... disappointment...

sometimes ii feel that ii put too much trust in people and sometimes it back fires on me! i am nice maybe too nice and people take advantage of me. I say its ok once and they think they can do it again! yes, i am a very strong person but i dont sweat the small things, but the little things add up and it just makes me so mad sometime when people do that. Maybe its my fault for not expressing how ii really felt about certain situations!! but hey everything happens for a reason!! ii think ii expect too much from people so im always let down in the end. From relationships to friendships. ii feel that people should treat me like ii would treat them but the world doesnt work that way! so oh well right??

...40 year old drama queen...

ok so my big bro ii went to highschool with was celebrating his little girls birthday && he invited me so ii wanted to know if my bestfriend could come 2 && he was like sure!! ii had 2 ask because 5 years ago, yes 5 years ago there was some drama with his babymom && my bestfriends sister! so my bestfriend && ii go the party for a 3 year old && we are enjoyin seein eveyone from high school chit chattin... not 2 much... we are there a good 15 minutes before my bro baby mom's mother walks in... ii speak to her because we all used to be friends so ii was taught to respect your elders! ii spoke && she had an attitude... so my bestfriend && ii felt the tention... she walks in her daughters room && says why is she here && everyone hears her! so the 40 year old comes out the room && says "its too many kids in here" then continues on to say "why are you here" pointing to my bestfriend... she replys by sayin well ii was told ii was invited the 40 year old says "well ii dont like it, you gotta get up out of my daughter house" so my bestfriend is like ok!! so ii chuck up my duces with a smile && we walk out with class!!!

ok the 40 year old hellla ignorant!! ii feel the situation that happened 5 years ago is over && done with!! if her daughter had a problem with it she would have said somethin when we walked in. In high school she wasn't the kind of girl to bite her tounge so ii know if she didn't want my bestfriend in her house then she should have said something! ii think that parents should never be apart of "high school" drama!! ii mean fuck it was high school!! who's mom does that?? damn... it was 5 years ago!! get over it!! so irritated by this... my mom would have never done this! who gets into high school drama!!!