...Today is good day...

well I'm off to a new start... ii will offiically let him go... there is no turning back!! ii know ii can't just turn my feelings off but ii can't think with my heart ii have 2 think with my head!! thats the only way ii will get through this... ii mean damn its crazy when everythin feels so right somethin has 2 go wrong.... but I'm a stronger beliver iiN "everything happens for a reason" god has a plan for me... so I'm iiN no rush...