...continued with me from Swag...

got this from my potna swag.... enjoy it

10 random things bout me!

1. ii like the smell of warm rain...weird ii know
2. ii was a singer in my former life... lmao
3. ii want to quit my job @ the beginning of 09
4. ii want a motorcycle so ii can wear a cute ass motorcycle jacket!
5. my dream car is a 67 nova all white with hot pink stirpes and big hot pink B's in the front seats and BarBiiEz on the back seat in cursive and pink and chrome 24' rims
6. ii like black sheets and curtains
7. im a PlayStation kind of girl
8. ii love Hawaiian punch
9. ii want lauren Hill to come out with a new album
10. ii hate wakin up early

9 things to win my heart..

1. honesty
2. love me
3. trust me
4. be confident, sometimes cocky
5. have goals
6. have fun/be funny
7. take pride in your appearance
8. a good kisser/hugger
9. romantic


8 things I wanna do before I die...

1. Get Married
2. Give a Speech in front if 50,000 or more.. doesnt matter the topic
3. kiss in the rain (fairytale-ish ii know)
4. have children
5. buy and own property
6. have my own reality show
7. meet Oprah
8. graduate college

7 ways to annoy me..

1. gettin annoyed when ii am annoyed, when you dont have a real reason too
2. ignorance
3. goin through my phone
4. not returnin my calls
5. people who dont fill up the ice trays
6. being a follower
7. hatin

6 Things I believe in..

1. ME
2. true love
3. god
4. my sister
5. tellin the truth
6. everyhting happens for a reason

5 things im afraid of..

1. heartbreak
2. failure
3. bugs of any kind
4. gettin bit by a dog
5. being broke

4 of my favorite things

1. HIM/SABRINA/SIERRA
2. music
3. the drive- in theaters
4. my boobies :)

3 things I do everyday

1. smile
2. thank god
3. read my horoscope

2 Things I want to do right now

1. talk to him
2. finish my homework

1 Person I want to see.

1. Barak Obama

...school...

so for the past three years ii basically had to but my education goals on hold due to the fact that ii needed to put my sister through skool, && ii dont regret one second of it!! My networth almost doubled each year, my sister is going to be a college graduate in Dec. 08 && ii am so proud of her!! now its my turn!! ii am so ready to get skool out the way... ii think everyone has a path && this was mine... as ii sat back && though about all the shit ii had to go through in the past three years made me stronger... from heartbreak to birthdays, from car accidents to kickbacks with my friends, from startin my own business to hittin ground zero && startin all over! it was all worth it... ii couldn't say that three years ago ii knew wat ii wanted to do in life or wat ii wanted out of life... now i've been through enough to know some of the things ii dont want... but I'm just takin the first step of this new journey... my goals are to get in get done then move on... its time for a change!!

"fallin down aint fallin if you dont cry when you hit the floor" -A. Keys

...@ what cost...

so ii had this convo a few minutes ago...

Da Bruh:... I mean u are heeeeeeeeeeella popular
mE: && I'm so not popular
Da Bruh: Yeah u is
mE: how u figure?
Da Bruh: Eeerybody know yo name
mE: how ??
mE: they know me as Tree they dont know Satrina
mE: there's a difference
Da Bruh: Cuz eerybody I know basically know you or know of you
mE: how??
mE: lol
Da Bruh: Ppl know jay-z not shawn carter?
Da Bruh: So aint no difference. . .u famous cuuz accept it! Haaha
mE: lol u right
Da Bruh: Haaha
mE: but I'm so not popular
Da Bruh: Let you tell it. . .

&& my "special someone" always says too me "you that nigga" && ii dont see it... nor do ii even realize it... my thoughts are in order to get anywhere you have to know people.... cuz its not about wat you know but who u know!! I'm a strong believer in that... but comin from my bruh && then from "my special someon" are two totally different feelings... comin from my bruh, I'm proud that people know me && know my business && work... proud that when people talk about me its good shit && if its not then I'm still ok with that.... but comin from my special someone it feels like ii have the defend my "popularity" or whatever you wanna call it... && it can also be seen as a flaw, that ii do know many people :[

but ii guess ii do know a lot of people && people know me... but how will ii get to the level of success ii want if ii dont know people... as long as ii am not lettin know the side of me that my special someone knows right.... but showin is better than sayin... so we will see...

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...motives...

sometime ii meet people && ii know they have a pre made agenda for the way they do things or the people they meet or get to know... but in the situation in talkin about ii never know what this person's motives are ii mean maybe there are none but what is the point in keeping a person around if nothings goin 2 change?? for me, my motives are simple && clear, ii need somethin meaningful... more than a friend, more than a lover but both... ii need a companion!! my motives are to find someone who completes me... but if ii dont know what yours are then ii can only assume the worse... :( sad 2 say it but its how I'm feelin...

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